DONT LET THE CLOTHES WEAR YOU.
YOU WEAR THEM! :D
DRESSING UP GIVES ME A REASON TO GO OUT! :D
hees. :D me & joyce are just laming around. :D
hahas. :D hmms. decided not to go to school tmrl lerhhs. :P
cos so many people not going. go for what? waste time only. hees. :P
yeahh! :D i dont know why so happy. :P
hahas. :D maybe because i saw he jun xiang the show!
hahas. :D he so suai! omg! :P hahas. :D
hmms. i dont know lehhs.
i had this really scary nightmare last night.
it was really scary. cos i was really really sadd in the dream.
i was crying so damn hardd & longg.
the pain was like really unbearable lorhhs.
i recall backk. its like still so scary.
whenn i woke up. i was like panting. like breathing so hardd.
so scary. XP the feeling is so scary.
like. you are trapped in the middle & you cant do anything.
if you go that way. you will disappoint someone.
if you go the other way. you will disappoint yrself forever & disappoint someone else.
so the feeling is like damn sandwiched. & i was crying so hardd.
it may sound stupid. but really scary.
but this dream is like a direct reflection of my life now.
only put in a different way. but the concept is exact.
hias. so which way should i go?
sometimes. i feel so stupid.
maybe there isnt another way. maybe i just think too muchh.
hahas. (: so dumbb. ): hias.
so stupid. im still so young. & im bothering myself with suchh things.
hias. but. hias. my dream.. ):
i hope it never comes true.
cos if it does. i wont know what to do.
its just plain scary.
have you ever felt that you like this person so muchh.
but you are forced to not be with that person for whatever reason.
thenn yet. you still want to be with that person.
but you cant leave everything & everyone behind & selfishly be happy on yr own.
but if you dont. you yrself wont be happy & may regret for yr whole life.
& the worst part is. that person you like aint helping at all.
cos that person is not showing the same feeling you have.
instead. is still pushing you towards the other way.
but you know you want to be with that person.
yet scared that you will hurt everyone because of your action.
that feeling of being sandwiched in between two important things of yr life.
thenn you dont know which way to go.
the feeling is like so damn terrible.
& whenn you are crying so hardd & wish that person would notice you & give you a shoulder to lean on.
the person just walked away.
the feeling of like so helpless is so damn killing. > <
so scary! > <
thats somehow about what my dream is about.
scary? hahas. :D i find it scary. :P
sounds so dumbb & stupid. :P
but to me. its SCARY! :D
kayy larhhs. (:
just hope it doesnt turn real. > <
okays. i go lerhhs. byes! :D
