Saturday, October 29, 2005 @1:51 PM
i regrett. i really do. ):to live is too painful, id rather die. cos there wont be pain.. ):i dont want to have another setbackk.i dont think i cann take it.cos now, im living hell.i may be smiling on the outside.but im feeling rotton in the inside.this feeling sucks. ):what am i doing with my life?i really dont know anymore.i feel so damn lost.i dont know where im heading to.my heart feel so heavy.i feel so uneasy.mei tian huo zai bu an he hai pa li miann;*shi zai shi tai xinn ku lerhh.hao tongg ku. ):i dont think i cann take it anymore.wo yi diann dou bu kuai lerhh.huo de hao xinn ku arhh. ):hias.to tell the truth.wo you xiang guo. bu yao zai huo lerhh.si lerhh suann lerhh.dann wo zhi dao. si bu shi jie jue de bann fa.dann wo dao di gai zhe me bann?wo zhenn de bu zhi dao. ><hias. ):wo bu zhi dao.wo she me dou bu zhi dao lerhh! ><im sorry. im selfishh*