♥ Hwans ♥

Saturday, October 29, 2005 @3:18 AM

ive decided! (:

hmms. ive decided my combinations.
i hope it is the right decisions.
hope i chose correctly.
hope they'll let me take the combination i want.
hope so! ><
arghs,.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
PLEASE LET ME GET INTO THE CLASS I WANT! ><

hmms. today was like real funn at school.
guides was okay toos.
but all of a sudden. after guides.
my mood changed drastically mann.
was like real damn moody.
& i think i finally found out the cause of my unhappiness & uneasyness.
i think like what tings said.
she used my words backk on me.

ive reached the limit whereby i cannot runn away anymore;*

i was damn depressed because of my results.
i thot i wasnt depressed about my results.
but who knows. i actually am. hahas. :P
so dumbb~ (:
i guess i was feeling so damn lost.
cos i didnt know exactly what combination i wanted.
& somehow. felt that no one was & could help me.
that made me damn lost. so i guess i felt very uneasy.
like a burdenn in the heart. like felt so heavy at the chest.
omg. the feeling really suckked.
so damn depressing.
hias. but ive settled it! (:
i settled it all. (:
& now i feel so relaxed! :D
i guess.. :P at least more relaxed thenn before. :P
but im happy that my parents actually supported my decisions. (:
& ivann's advice really helped alot. (:
thank you! (:

hmms. tmrl is the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! (:
i guess. well. at least for the majority. :P
i have to go backk to school for 3 whole weeks!
for maths intensive lessons! ><
omg. 3 WHOLE WEEKS! ><
like damn longg mann. hate it! ><
hias. but ive got to pay the price.
who call me to fail maths? ><
hias.
oh wells. ive made up my mind to workk real hardd this time round.
if i get into s3 & get A maths,
i'll pingg wo de mingg qu du! ><
i'll study damn damn hardd.
its a promise to myself. (:
so i really hope i cann get into s3 & get A maths.

HOPE HOPE HOPE!
WISH WISH WISH!
PRAY PRAY PRAY!
BAI TUO! ><

its a promise.

to you:
i hope you'll workk hardd toos. (:
hope you get into the class you longg too. (:
dont give up til the very end. (:
as longg as you dont give up,
hopless will turn into HOPEFUL! (:
as longg as you dont give up.
KAMPATEKK! (: