Monday, July 17, 2006 @4:07 PM
althou you never said anything but, it was a unspoken promise you must keep. those words out of yr mouth, sank into my ears. what am i to do ? just when i thot everything was going to be alright. it just got worse. i was promised with 4plus more months. you cant take it away from me. you're not suppose to. you promised to spend my birthday with me like you always do. you promised... how can you break yr promise.. you promised to spend christmas with me.. how can you break it too ? you promised.. you promised ! i dont want anymore birthdays ! i dont want anymore christmas ! if you arent there to spend it with me, then theres no point celebrating it. i hate birthdays ! i hate christmas ! you adults always lie to me.. you said december.. not august.. ! theres still so many things not done. let all of this be a dream please ? its not true right ? definitely not. i'll change things. i make it suit my way. i wont let things just go like this. a promise is a promise. & its meant to be kept. not broken.
