Thursday, July 06, 2006 @8:15 PM
what i feared from the start, have finally happened once again. [><] why must it always turn out like this ? [><] i dont want it to become like this ! i treasure our friendship alot. if it have to turn out this way, i would rather things not to be said. at least, i would still have our friendship. ): for now, i really hate myself. all thanks to me. i dont even know what to do now. not a word to be said, not a smile to be given. im so --- ! i feel so foolish ! ): cant we talk & laugh & even crapp on the phone like we used to ? why must everything change just becos of it ? it may seem nothing but, i do miss those times when i could just lend you my shoulder.. ): sighs.-screams-must i only choose one ? or none ?cos now, i feel like i have none.. *_*F*CK ! rahhhh !
