Sunday, July 02, 2006 @10:43 PM
a lost duck.crippled -- me.i dont wish to rely on anyone anymore. everyone, everything is changing arnd me. & im still clinging on. i know the day of parting would come sooner. & if i rely too much on them, i would suffer in the future. but its hard. ): & im really trying my best already. ): time changes people. ): i pretend not to care. but i know, deep down, it never settled. & time doesnt wait for people. nobody. i always thot my life was fixed. but only now, i realised its not. anything can change in just a blink of an eye, in just a flash. & you may not be able to get what you once owned. if theres something you wish to say or do, dont wait. do it now, say it now. cos y'll never know what will happen the next minute. if yre too slow, you may never get another chance. cherish everyone around you. if you love them, dont keep it in yr heart. no one will ever know. express it out. be it words or actions. its a special gift. no point wrapping it up & not giving it away. slowly, tear that wrapping paper. if you dont, y'll never know whats beneath it. dont wait till the time when yre going to lose that thing then choose to cherish it. till then, it may be too late. its a lesson i learnt,.. too late.that christmas night seems to be nearing ;*
