i envy that particular "me" in this picture. why couldnt time just freeze like this picture ? so i could be with you forever. forever. i miss everything about you. but now, yre miles away. & i cant reach you. i sit quietly on the dining table. i look at the reflection in the window. & i couldnt see yours. i look out of the window, & yre not there. i look at the chair across me. & theres no sight of you. i look at my meal, & they're not from you. meals that ive ate for 3days straight. meals that are continuously heated up till they've dried up. meals that made me wish you were here to cook yr "special dishes" just for me. dishes that i once, took for granted.. dishes that i would now, pay anything to get.. dishes that i now, can never get.. & with that, i finally knew.. that yre not there no more & i celebrated it with tears.
lollipop misses flatty.. badly ):
