Saturday, October 28, 2006 @12:35 AM
i finally learnt to stop wanting to go back to my past & to treasure my present & my future. (: looking at the past, (pictures&memories) i always had the feeling of wanting to return to those times with all my friends & it tends to make me feel sad & sour. however, after so much, i finally learnt to stop that way of thinking & look infront. instead of always looking behind & hoping to return to what "have-been", im looking at the front to what "will-be" & its a total new way of looking at life & of course, a much happier way of living life. (: its impossible now, to return to the past. so im not gna waste time wishing & hoping it will. now, im going to treasure all those arnd me & look forward to the future ! the future which is filled with many suprises & "i-dont-know-whats". :D i want to be a much better person ! i want to be a much more useful person ! i want to fill my life with many enriching activities ! & i dont want to waste anymore time. (: i want to stop pretending to be someone im not & start working on the person i want to be. (: i want to give everything a shot. take up all challenges & most of all, i dont want to regret. ive too much regrets in my past which plays a part in making me sad each time i think back. i dont like that feeling & i dont want to feel it again. i want to give everything a shot even if i know i may fail or its the most retarded thing to do. ive taken my first step long ago without knowing & i want to continue. (: so,. 1 , 2 , 3 , HWAITING !! :D
