Tuesday, December 19, 2006 @10:14 PM
It rained really hard today. The entire day. Xl But i love it. (: So nice. (: Its been quite some time since it rained like this. For 2 days. (: The weather is cool, the sound of the rain drops falling & hitting the surface is so pleasant. (: Sat in front of the teevee set for like hours & hours. Xl Oh man. Its been so long since i did that. :D While I was stoning & pigging out in front of the television set, the thought of you squeezed through the images from the teevee screen into my mind. A sudden urge to cry hit me & tears started to fall. My heart hurted so badly. The way it hurt when you left me. A string of memories, images, thoughts of you flashed through my mind like a bullet train. I looked at the empty chair beside me where you once sat. How I wished you were there. The lights suddenly turned on. Actions that you once did for me, turning on the lights. Tears fell more. Past memories of you & me when i was only in pre-school. You use to wake me up early in the morning, get me all set for school. & while waiting for the school bus, you would carry me in yr arms & walk towards the big bird cage. We would watch the lovebirds till the bus came. A routine i enjoyed from young. Every morning, I enjoyed that period of watching the birds. A routine, that i now, long for.. No matter what people say about you, my mind & heart for you will never change. I trust you. But most of all,.. I Miss You. Every part, every corner of my life, you're there. Everywhere I turn, everywhere I look, shadows of you still lingers. How much have you changed ? How long have yr hair grown ? How much have you slimed down ? All these, I want to know. I want to witness with my own eyes. With just turning my head to my side, y'll be there. Now, when i turn, emptiness. No sign of you.. I regret. All the things I once did to you that made you cry, that hurt yr heart, that made you angry, I Regret. But its too late.. simply,. late. over. gone.
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