I Open My Mouth But I Cant Say A Word.
I cant stand myself. Why am i thinking & acting this way ? )X
But, argh !! I dont want to whine !!!!
I dont deserve it at all..
Shan, Fizah, you guys deserve it more than i do..
I dont know why im even here. arghs.
I know, I know, All that 10YS answers.
But it within. & i cant stop myself from thinking that way. I know i shouldnt, I know all the donts. But my heart feels that way, my mind thinks that way. I'm really confused. ):
I've thought about all the possibilities of hardship before joining. But, I dont mind if you guys were beside me.
I've never thought of like doing it alone. I dont wna do it alone either.
I dont think i can be as brave as Yanting. As confident as Yanting.
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Give me the strength to move on ):
